After a while 'time here I am again in front of this computer for When updating my blog. I hope, for those of you who have read, it was a comfort and help and, perhaps, has done even moral support as a basis for decision or to make you understand No never, never abandon their dreams.
There are now four days at the start and I must say I'm impatient. Eager to leave, to leave behind Italy for a little 'time to open my horizons, to relax my nerves, to see and experience things that I never lived nn. At the same time, however, are very disappointed because here in my house seems to be in Jerusalem at the Wailing Wall ... no one is giving peace to my departure, except maybe my mother thought it was the stubborn + for this aspect but, as a good mother proved to be the + understanding.
I miss the last things to do ... last greetings to friends, sheets with various documents to take with me perfectly organized in a folder (and I have a maniacal precision), buy the latest things (basic drugs that carry per trip) and then spend the last few days here in Florence, with whom I hold most dear.
These last few weeks I've been thinking a lot ... I saw many times in my life, laughing with friends without the crap done with them, through their most difficult moments in which my family and nn forsake me, until to arrive all the little things that made me smile and tick, why not, drop a few tears from his eyes.
am convinced that a little 'time outside of Italy will do me good. We Italians are very attached to her mother (mother in a broad sense that is) and most times we tend to forget the value of life and tend, in most cases, simply to pass it to live, and n (the same difference that there is between eating and eating), we are dumb and mentally for this and many other reasons nn we can emerge as the population even if we would have every reason to do so.
said that there is to say ... leave Monday morning (Nn know if I made the right decision but I will) and for sure I will with my heart in my hand because it will be difficult for me to be 10000 km away from home. The last thought goes to all those who love me and especially my sister and my girlfriend, the first because a few days ago made me cry remembering when I was holding in her arms a child, the second because, as a go go, for better or for worse is the woman of whom are in love. :)